Please don't fade away..

remind me that we'll always have each other </3

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 04:01:16 GMT

wow. i havent updated in ages.

<---- he tried to jump over the couch and give me a hug lol NOOB.

i miss everyone. where IS everyone?

meet me at queen street

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 07:44:39 GMT

Today was awesome. I went to the city to take a couple of pictures of what city life is for people for my photography class and when i was takin sme photos of random people this adorable guy goes up to me and asks if i took his photo and i swear there was like a ray of light beaming on top of him and i was like "YESSS...." then he leaned over beside me to see him on my camera and he gave me the cutest smile ever =D

SOOO anyways, i asked him to pose for me...and with his friend as well lol

He doesnt look as adorable in this pic cause he's not smiling!

And this is my fat ass trying to walk up to the damn park >.>

**why are the pics so damn small.

ANywho...only 2 more weeks til the 2 week holiday!! Lol...i shall post more pics later.

I miss everyone back home ='(

Fri, 25 May 2007 09:37:45 GMT

~~first look always kills.~~ To walk away and back to you everyday drowns my nightmares. I'm parked out waiting for you. and nothing hurts like a touch that never happened. Can't stop thinking of you thinking that way. But there's nothing like you being pulled away by her. I'd love to hate her. But I cant. You won't. I don't know her. You dont know me. I guess i'm back to where I never started.

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following your instincts just never works.

Sun, 20 May 2007 09:37:50 GMT

Quick update!! =p

Mkay so...I've been to a lot of places for the past 2 weeks and NZ is pretty much...clean. Thats all I can say cause there aint no pollution here and i love it! =p

Anywho..here are some pics from my handy dandy cellphone. I lost my ipod and digicam in my house T.T

This is a view on top of One Tree Hill. There used to be a tree until some drunk activist chopped it off. Idiot.

Thats Mission Bay where the ice cream parlors are awesome and the water is freezing!

A tiny waterfall! As you can see...its pretty much all nature down here.

Fun Fun!! My brother's been workin on that 'fro since '99.. XP i <3 mr. thank you shop.

My hair is short! mwahahhaha..i got bored >.>

kthnxbye.

<3

Wed, 09 May 2007 05:25:35 GMT

New Zealand has the HOTTEST waiters in the world with cute little french accents and sky blue eyes <3

Whatever, this place is boring. A lot of places to go but mostly the same things to see all over again. I miss the cheap shopping in the Philippines!! =(

Annie, you beetch. Open yer mail! Love yah ;p

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 23:17:31 GMT

So long, Philippines. I'm gunna miss you guys so much!! Stay the same people..you guys have to visit me in Hotland hahaha

I love you guys forever <3

**samm must dominate.

never is a promise

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:14:51 GMT

I've got a home waiting for me in the grassy plains of New Zealand.

I hope 27 days will fly fast enough for me not to feel it.

<3

On this side of brightness I dont know where to go..

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:06:01 GMT

The heartbreak that comes with just living through one day

All the good times that past and all the friends we lose in a lifetime on our way.

..Here in this life we seem so lost.

** I wish i could just cry...but my tear ducts dont seem to work anymore..*

just paint your face the shadows smile

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:25:01 GMT

Can anyone do my term paper??

I'll pay =D

No more words:: Just the sound of resplendent tongues colliding

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 14:54:25 GMT

Happy 16th annie!!!

This one's for you XD..you prolly already have this but oh well ;p

You old fart.

i wont be home at all..

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:49:59 GMT

If you think August is so near, think of April.

Count the days left that choke me.

49 days.
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..til the last time i'll ever see your face.

~~At least you know you're coming back home.~~

make a big scene!!

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:46:58 GMT

The dance last friday was just MKAY..here are some pics that i was able to take with my camera with crappy batteries =D

My date wasnt there yet so..

TFN is <3..they played mookie's !!! heck yes..

All the boys AND girls love boo XP

Ada sang MY HEART ;p

Mkay..these are the pics i stole from artu's multiply. Salamat po!

hmm..migs is so tall pala. Nikki's wearin purple! haha..

The dance's cutest couple!!! <3

Awwww..

I was being "bequeathed"

*MELT MELT* this is soooo perfect!

Whoa..the boys look fine XP

Chiko and Ace =D

why? why you have to go?

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:24:39 GMT

I did it.
I made the same mistake twice.
I always forget to forget you.

he made me beLIEve.

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:04:37 GMT

I wish i had enough time to tell you

how you have no idea how much i wanna know you.

i guess these are the worst days of my life.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 13:38:18 GMT

the boys are posing!!

the rope we were sitting on hurt. Friction!

pots and i were singing pop (yuck) songs to each other all day just to make us laugh..he knows how to sing beyonce and backstreet boys!!

haha this was for art class. Ace and samm are supposed to be tristan and isolde.

the rest are peasants/maidens..i'm number 1!! nyahaha ;p

S PAC always closes her eyes.

merril is a camwhore.

its hard to say i miss you..

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:10:22 GMT

At times like these, i wish i had hayley's life.

by the way

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 09:47:03 GMT

i'll remember the day you put your arm around me and i didnt have to ask you to.

Somehow everything's gunna fall right into place

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 21:42:01 GMT

it's hard to say how i feel today
for years gone by, and i cried

it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you

you're still second hand smoke..

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:28:45 GMT

He calls me:
carefree
loud
non-conformist
ms. rebel
a boy
hardcore
wild
thick skinned
tough

Ready to turn the other side? What are YOU then?

The quiet things that no one ever knows.

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 19:02:34 GMT

I wont stand for pity comments anymore even though you bust yer ass just to reassure the fact that we think you're perfect. You're not all that special to stop our lives to live for yours. It only takes one to think for yourself. You're never right and you never make sense. Somehow you just make life harder for us to live. I never thought it could take just one word to make me miserable. How can you be misleading for the people you dont even care about. This time I wont flash my pearly whites and just let it slide away again. Forgive me if my world doesn't revolve around you and I'm sorry I dont carry a mirror for you to check yourself out every three seconds. I'm sorry I'm not capable of dropping all my problems just to fix yours. I'm sorry if i know how to talk to the people around me. I'm sorry if i dont always understand right away the words that you mumble. I'm sorry if i didnt make sure you were the first and last person on my mind. I'm sorry I keep forgetting to feed your ego. I'm sorry I dont help you carefully devise ways for you to get what you want. I'm sorry I never tell you the words you only wanna hear. I'm sorry I'm so fucking stupid. I prolly am for knowing you. You'd fake a sigh just so you can catch our attention. Not this time, I wont play this stupid game anymore. The only thing you're good for is a head ache. Just in case you didnt know, this is something called hate.

I wouldnt have woken up this time if you werent like a needle stuck on my head. Thank you.

Apathy for the hater

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 15:46:25 GMT

He'll die for her
but she just cuts him out
He wonders why she never loves
and asks for what she'll never have
Give me a reason to break his heart
when you know he's better than yer pretty face
I'll scream out all the words you'll never say
just cause you make it easy.
If yer looking sympathy you'll never find it
So stop moving seven inches away from love.

Its so easy to break weak hearts. Its not right that you go around and expect people to kiss yer feet. Well, I've had enough feeling sorry for you. And I actually thought you'd change this time. I wont test my luck again. Once a hater always a hater. No matter how many times you'll read this you wont get it. These are the things you'll never understand.

My hands are shaking I'd rather waste some time with you..

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 11:04:03 GMT

I'm three inches closer to sunset
but you're still stuck on the burned out picture
you tell me to stay still
when all i want is to run away from you.

Today I realized I never saw the uppercase teeth of my literature teacher and we're all popping our veins over the dance. We all failed our lit quiz and we will all die from anxiety XP...why cant we all play squares with pots so we can laugh at him? It will make our lives happier =D Oh yeah, artu gave back the anklets i made him two years ago for my memory notebook, except that its all grimy and i'm afraid to touch it >.>

Annie is hot for our sexy computer teacher. =)

Dead men tell no tales..

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:51:47 GMT

Can you beg for more than a line.
I wont be afraid this time.
I'll be right where you want me.
I guess its mkay if you're indifferent to everything.
But is it fine if i'm the same.
I never asked you why, you know i cant try.
Not this time.

Today: I kind of forgot what happened today. I'm freakin tired. All i remember doing was a stupid igorot dance for PE because the boys were waving their hands and jumping around. Anyways, my brother is gone. Next thing you know, i'll be gone too. 785,786 miles away from YOU. Lets not puke the day away.

wonderland

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:39:44 GMT

There are times when mystery finds me. It haunts me by leading me to you. There are moments when we are together and i feel so safe and where i find a part in you thats in me too. Questions i never bothered to ask and answers i never really wanted to hear, there's a point where i just want you to be beside me even if we're not talking. You just are to me. Its amazing. There are moments when i forget young hearts like ours never defy time. But i choose to be blind and going on the direction where passion leads me. And like any teenager i would say it feels so right. I'll never understand how we were. Who knew each kiss would turn out to be undying pain and anguish i have to live through and always find an impossible process of trying to forget. The one i was closest i ever got to turned out to be my biggest mystery. There are times when i ask myself why i never ask at all. All i know for sure from all of this is that my smile will never be the same.

My heart, it beats..beats for only YOU.

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 11:35:48 GMT

"Dont you just hate it when you raise your hand in class and the teacher never calls you, but you dont know the answer, the teacher picks you out of all the people in your class?
Dont you just hate it when you stay up all night finishing your assignment thats due the next day and you find out its due next week and your friends didnt tell you?
Dont you just hate it when you ride six hours just to see someone but that person left when you just got there?
And dont you just hate it when you fall in love with someone right before you just realized you're moving to another country?
Cause I do."

*Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin...

In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing
(why cuts aren't healing)
Learning how to love

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
We could take our heads off
stay in bed and just make love that's all
(stay in bed, just make love that's all)
Just stay with me now

Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

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